1. 24 04 2013 Weird dream, I was walking down slope and I saw a cat giving birth and the other cat helping the delivery. I kept taking photos of the progress, and finally the cat bit off the umbilical cord. When I pet them on their heads I can feel the texture of their fur and the warmth of their skin. When I was trying to leave they kept following me. I was running away because I knew that I could not bring them home. Nothing is worse than temporary happiness and false hopes. I was sad but I couldn’t have done nothing.

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  2. 14 04 2013 Things would change when I wake up from my sleep.

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  3. 10 04 2013 I am only an empty shell.

     

  4. 19 03 2013 There is no tomorrow. So stop talking about it like it’s gonna come.

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  5. 11 03 2013 There were things I wanted to try, and there were excuses. Life is always counting down, so maybe I should start living the way I wanted to live, before it’s too late.

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  6. 08 03 2013 i just want to sleep on your lap while bathing in the sun.

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  7. 06 03 2013 In my dream, my beloved princess has forgotten me. I was so sad and I cried.

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  8. 04 03 2013 Would you rather live forever an ignorant person, or die seeking for knowledge and truth?

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  9. 25 02 2013 I felt so bad about yesterday night I roared in the shower. Never in my life I wanted to win so fucking bad.

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  10. 17 02 2013

    You talked about love.

    Are you willing to kill or die for it?

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  12. 30 01 2013

    I am always worried about eating too much, but the truth is that I under-eat and over-exercise all the time. I am not as obsessed about my weight back then when I was having an eating disorder, but still this fear of gaining weight just gets me all the time. This is frustrating.

    Weight training and ball handling drills in the morning. Start feeling dizzy at night and I am forced to eat whatever at sight. I craved ice-cream when I am home but I resisted. More exercises.

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  14. 29 01 2013

    Eating swiss roll for breakfast… again. Got to stop now if I really want to get in better shape, but… I just can’t resist cakes. Did some leg plyometric exercises, and my legs burn after that. Tried my best not to eat anything post workout and I didn’t. While at work one of the customers told me that I really have heart in doing what I do. It feels good to be appreciated. Feeling light-headed after dinner, probably due to under-eating. Workout more after I got back home.

    I don’t think I need to care about what others think about me, as long as I don’t need anything from them. I will go the pace I want to go, I decided.

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  15. Photography by Angelique Flan

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